i thought i would have until march before my sister moved out, but i only have until sunday. super lame. err, "i'm so happy her husband is coming home early from afghanistan&that they'll be together again". that's what i'm supposed to say, right? but i haven't. i haven't really said anything. i haven't even let myself say anything about the fact that she's leaving the day before my birthday. not that birthdays actually matter, but it counts for something (i'm a little kid in some ways). i'm torn between wanting to be alone&wanting to have my best friend rooming with me. who am i supposed to talk to about my other sisters to? i suppose i'll have to get used to talking on the phone. ugh. whatever. i can get through today....hopefully empty or close to it.
yesterday was fine until we went to B&C's to hang out. B made dinner&assumed i'd eat double what she did. cause i used to. when i ate whatever i felt like eating. it almost makes me mad that i let myself get to the size i did. i will never never never be 130 again.
i'll post thinspo later, i've gotta get ready for school. sorry for the major venting.
xoxo
zette
oh dont be sorry, thats a sucky situation. i can completely understand how hard it is to have someone your close to move away. i was the same way when my brother moved out. he was my best friend and suddenly bam, hes married and getting a house with his wife!. it sucks she's leaving before your birthday but maybe you too can just celebrate it early together, have a sister day or something.
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meg