so yesterday sucked. went to pacsun for jeans&tried on a few pair that were a bit small. so my sister brought me a size up in black. yay, fat pants...then she bought the ones that didn't fit me for herself. fuckfuckfuck. i will be as small a she is someday dammit.
good part of the day was lunch. i skipped breakfast, cause i had school. so after shopping, lunchtime came&my sister wanted fast food of course. but after buying a pair of jeans in a huge size, i obviously wasn't hungry. so i told her i was cramping. score, she bought it&i got a smoothie for lunch instead. skipped dinner, too. today all i've had is part of a smoothie&a tall iced passion tea from starbucks.
today has been alright. i bought a fish. &my ana buddy rocks face. i'm glad i picked her.
p.s. i have decided that the fluctuation of the denim universe (ie different brands,=different sizes) does not excuse being a big size.
xoxo
zette
i have thrown out all the jeans that dont have a tag that is size 5 and below.lol .
ReplyDeletei know that jean brand determines if i fit into a 7 or a 3 but that doesnt mean i have to wear the pair with the 7 on the tag.id much rather throw those size 7 jeans out and just pretend i never stepped foot in them. i cant wait to be so skinny that the brand on the jeans doesnt matter, and all i'll fit into is size 2 and below...
stay strong
meg