good morning, little ladies. morning for me anyway. sugar snap peas&a 0 calorie flavored water. good breakfast. lunch will be very similar. maybe spinach. i think i'm caught up on your blogs but half of you aren't posting. i went through my list&took off the people who haven't posted in 3 months or more who didn't post a reason for the absence. not being harsh, just getting rid of clutter. not much to say today. just thought i'd hop on&post some thinspo.
oh, i painted part of a wall in my room last night. a drab grey color. it's dry now&i think i like it. it's been a year since my mother announced to me that we were moving in with her fuckbuddy. &it's been about 8 months since he got sick of us&moved out. so he took all his stuff&we took up paying all the rent. works for me. he was a nasty old man anyways. he's a photographer. most of his picture are of topless women. apparently that's art. i remember once when i was much younger i was riding my bike in our neighborhood. i some kid smacked into me&i busted my lip. lips bleed alot so i flipped out. ran all the way home but nobody was there so i ran across the street to the fuckbuddy's house. banged on the door. no response, so i went around the house to the fuckbuddy's window&banged on it&yelled for a few minutes until my mother answered the door in a sheet. great parenting. at least my childhood wasn't boring. was there a point to this...oh, i was just going to say i'm finally getting around to decorating my room. cheers for a little summer project. in other news, my sister told me to pack light (easy, i'll just use all her stuff) for colorado. basically i'll bring an empty suitcase&we'll go to all the thrift stores up there. this means i have to lose weight. always, but especially so before i see my sister. or rather before she sees me. yikes. i'm going to need you guys for real.
thinspo:
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the girl on the right is average, or "thinish". but next to her chubster friend, she looks pretty good. so you can either show some discipline&fight the fat away, or propose to never be near a thin person again. stay strong, lovelies. alot of you are doing well&i'm so so so proud of you.
xoxo
zette
I think when I'm thin, I'll still hide from the thin girls because the fat girls will only make me look thinner? right? almost like I could disappear - wouldn't it be nice?
ReplyDeleteoh my gosh one of my friends is SO THIN!!! and i feel like a COW now .. i'vve spent 2 days with here and i feel like i'm balooning up.. and she eats alot to ! URR
ReplyDeletelol im so infatuated with the way you portray your childhood! its bloody brilliant. and very entertaining. glad to hear things are goin well for you ana wise. mind if i borrow some of your strenght;}
ReplyDeleteWe're totally here for you to support you the whole way until you go to see your sister--and even after that. Stay strong.
ReplyDeletemy mom was/ is the same way. sometimes (or most of the time) parents suck lol.
ReplyDeleteim glad to hear your doing so great! im super jealous of your self control.
stay strong
meg
p.s. thanks for nice comment on my blog, it totally made my day
Ooh love the idea of a gray wall(s). I'd add some white twinkly lights (like christmas lights?) all over for night time ambiance.
ReplyDeleteThat girl is standing on some weird pocket of gravity, the fat is all smooshing down into her legs.
xoxo's zen
wait!, who you callin little ladie!? ;}
ReplyDeleteDude, her legs look like tree trunks.
ReplyDeletei really like those photos
ReplyDeletekeep up the good work.
Stay. Strong
the bigger girl is prettier, she has got an amazing smile. i think she's happy.
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