10:13am

wtf? monday i woke up feeling like i got hit by a car. tuesday i woke up feeling a bit better. then i wake up today feeling like a hit&run victim again? oh, &my mother is super considerate. she came in my room to let me know she's leaving for the day. cool. i sat up&told her i feel like crap. so she leaves a package of decongestants or whatever. cool. then she picks up my violin, tightens it, &starts screeching out notes. if you've heard someone try to violin when they can't, you're prolly already cringing. so i told her verbatim "my head hurts. please stop playing that." so she gave me a dirty look, shut my door halfway, &continued. whatever is giving me this headache didn't appreciate it. long story short, i feel like shit&apparently refuse today to be grateful for the things i have. ugh. whatever.

oh, except i'm way happy that i have you little misses. when i have a good day you cheer me on&when i have a bad day you shove in my face all the positive things&tell me it'll be okay. sometimes you even throw back my own advice, like "don't beat yourself up about it" or "the thing about gaining weight is that you can always lose it again". thanks for everything. 

ew that sounds like a goodbye speech. swear i'm not leaving. so, on to the important stuff.

thinspo:

or:

awwh, blonde best friends with build-a-bears. how cute. look how little the girl on the right is. now look at her friend. not as little. thin vs. average strikes again. stay strong today, lovelies.

xoxo

zette

p.s. since i'm home alone all day, i'll hop back on&leave comments when i'm feeling less dizzy.