January 17, 2011

12:22pm

a bit depressed, a lot sick. in other words, feeling like shit inside&out. i'm not even sure why i'm so sad. i mean as usual part of it has to do with the nasty figure i see in the mirror. but why am i crying&cutting like a little emo girl again? i dunno. i'm sorry i disappeared. i know i'm incredibly selfish. i am trying though. i woke up this morning with a sore throat&an everythingache. my kitten spinolio jumped on me to say good morning&i shoved her off because it hurt. yes, i'm an evil bitch who shoves kittens. the sucky part is that we don't have insurance so i can't just make a doctor's appointment&get drugs to feel better. i get to sit at home&drink super healthy juice&wait it out. fuck today. but i promised so i'll post one&post some more next time i get the chance.
ewwws.

thinspo:
or:
why would a skinny cover up her tiny legs? i don't know, either. but i do know i look more like the giant in the black halter dress. stay strong today, lovelies.

xoxo
zette
p.s. i'll finish emails later, i'm going back to bed.
Posted by zette

11 comments:

  1. ElleJanuary 17, 2011 at 12:59 PM

    I know exactly how you feel- I've been sick as well lately. But things will brighten up I like to think.
    A great inspiration as always,
    P.s I am soo envious of your legs right now : )

    Elle x

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  2. AnonymousJanuary 17, 2011 at 1:18 PM

    Sorry you feel like shit. I hope you have enough to keep you busy while you wait out the feeling. As for the sadness, I guess it's just a part of life. No matter how good things seem, somewhere inside things are just not right. You're gorgeous, love. The outfit is cute :)
    get well soon xo
    <3

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  3. AnonymousJanuary 17, 2011 at 1:28 PM

    I'm sorry you feel so sucking. I'm in the exact same position. And although I'm trying to look at the bright side of things, I just wanna jump out the window :/
    Sorry I'm not helping.
    Hope you feel better soon. <3
    PS: Wow... you're so pretty!

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  4. warlocksmistressJanuary 17, 2011 at 1:41 PM

    :( Get well soon!

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  5. sofiaJanuary 17, 2011 at 1:42 PM

    i hope you feel better. im feeling quite the same, and for stupid reasons.
    stay lovely. <3

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  6. annamariaJanuary 17, 2011 at 2:09 PM

    your legs look awesome, really!!
    get well soon okay?

    xoxo

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  7. AnonymousJanuary 17, 2011 at 3:09 PM

    You look so gorgeous and tiny! I love your cheekbones! Feel better soon hun!

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  8. CharlieJanuary 17, 2011 at 4:50 PM

    You're so gorgeous... I wish you could see that. Your legs are as thin/thinner than the thinspo you post...
    <3

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  9. EmryJanuary 17, 2011 at 8:10 PM

    Sorry you are not feeling well. I <3 your dress/shirt, from what I can see of it. ;)

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  10. AnonymousJanuary 18, 2011 at 9:53 AM

    Oh don't be too hard on yourself, darling!
    You look really lovely in that outfit, honestly!
    And don't worry, you'll get healthy again. It's completely okay to feel sad once in a while, I hope it'll pass and I hope you'll find some happiness once.

    I'm there if you need me, I hope you know that!
    Love you,
    Merely

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  11. NikkiThinJanuary 18, 2011 at 3:33 PM

    wow, you're tiny!! i'm jealous.

    xoxoNikkioxox

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