February 28, 2010

10:42pm

fuck. i have a test in the morning. fuckfuckfuck. i forgot about it. why do i need to know definitions for parts of speech? boo college.

i'm down a pound. go me. your emails help lots. go you. plus i have an awesome ana buddy. go her.

i'm going to bed to study. oh&the run i went for earlier? turns out i've lost most of my endurance so it was more of a jog/walk. oh well. maybe my legs will get smaller. damn this curvy body.

love you, darlings. think thin. thin is in&fat is bad. speaking of fat, i can hear my mom eating in the other room cause my door is open. she just keeps eating&eating...i wanna throw up. but nothing would come up, because i'm empty. it's a good feeling. of course, you already knew that. stay strong, lovelies. we can do this.

3 comments:

  1. good luck on your test! im sure youll do awesome!
    sounds like everything is going great! keep it up, and youll meet your goals sooner than you think. :) stay strong.

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  2. Hope your test goes ok, :). Yes I totally agree, I love love love feeling empty!

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  3. Good luck with the test :) Yeh, love feeling empty...so empowering! You will probably want to hit me but you are still already really skinny...but whatever makes you happy, I'm all for thin. Ooh, and I will be your 60th follower :) Take care, x

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