3:13pm

warning: i am extremely selfish sometimes. it's really hard for me to be happy for people when they recover. it's hard for me to imagine working so hard for something&then just throwing it away in order to be happy. especially when they completely cut off the people who were there for them the entire time they held ana. fuck you. that goes out to M, S, N, K, &P. i hope you're happy, whatever you weigh now.

i'm ready for warmer weather. but not summer, when it sometimes gets above 100. fucking heat lasts for months. makeup melts off, running is miserable, &wearing jeans is a death sentence. i suppose i'm impossible to please. however, today's weather is fantastic so i'm going running after i post this.

to those of you who have been there for me, a giant thank you. i remember being surprised at having 10 followers&now i'm almost up to 60. to the shy ones who email instead of posting comments, you make me laugh. so let's keep going, kids. we can do this.

thinspo for you lovely creatures:

or:

hell no. since i'm determined to reach (maybe pass) my goal weight by bikini season, i'm gonna get a new suit. my current one is fine, but not very cute. hmmm.....stay strong, lovelies. we're gonna be so hot.

xoxo

zette