i feel like i'm moving in slow motion. i keep typing things backwards&walking to the other side of the house for...something? oh well. good morning, ladies&madzaq. blueberry morning, that is. a tiny tiny tiny serving of this blueberry cereal for breakfast. by tiny i mean a serving is 1 1/4 cup (huge, yes?) &i'm having 1/4 cup. go me. i think. also i can't find my midol&since it's that lovely time of the month i'm cramping. sometimes i do, sometimes i don't. it's a do month. awesome. nothing planned for the day. going to do some more algebra&maybe a load of laundry. oh, &finish this episode of pretty little liars. cause whatsherface has tiny arms&i like that. i want to have smaller arms. but that will happen as i do things like have 1/5 serving of cereal. i hope i can find something to make me feel better. i need to do double workouts again. my sister will be here in 10 days in all her 5'5" skinny glory. i love her but she makes me feel like a whale. bigger than a whale. like...i don't know, an island? i'm an island&she's just a tiny little person. i'll never forgive myself for letting her have smaller legs than i have. but i will have smaller legs than hers one day. this fat won't stay forever.i really wish i had more energy though..
thinspo:
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&here we see a fatty in her natural habitat, pretending she is not huge compared to her friend. maybe if she didn't eat twice as much as her friend she wouldn't have to pretend. stay strong, lovelies.
xoxo
zette
p.s. i keep forgetting to answer this question. i get my thinspo through google images. i find a good thinspo xanga&pick a few pictures from one of their posts from like a year ago. oldies but goodies.
i love showing up at a family function and my family saying... OMG u have lost so much weight. I have until the beginning of august before my sister kelley gets here. Shes really fat and after she had a kid she still looked pregnant lol. But still she is a fucking know it all perfectionist and i want her to envy me. The one time she was down i was putting pb on my toast and she was like "you know peanut butter has a lot of calories and fat in it right?" i was like "oh so you eat a lot of it i take it?"
ReplyDeletelol,i am liking the commentary under the last picture! Right now I am the one on the right, but soon I will be the one on the left! I cant wait!
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i know what you mean by saying your life feels like it's going in slow motion! geeze. i'm tired of it. hang in there, chica. you're doing great. =]
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ReplyDeletehahaha, love it
I love your blog so much. It's got loads of character. And you're not alone with it being that time of month. Hope you can find your midol or feel better soon! :)
ReplyDeleteoooh i cant take midol , i end up getting really sick and passing out lol. im a light weight when it comes to even the over the counter drugs.
ReplyDeletethose girls in those pictures are so perfect it hurts to look at them. i cant wait till im skinny!
stay strong and hang in there,
meg
^,^ you made my day lol. but surely i cannot be the only male outta all the followers you have.
ReplyDeleteI hate thin siblings. i have a younger brother who loves to rub his thin bodie in my face, yet he's started to help me say no to food, and distracts the parents when i throw it all back up.
hope your progress continues.
i know what ya mean bout the cereal, i had breakfast the day before yesterday, i think, and that ddamn serving size was filling and all, but nothing compared to what i had poured myself in the past.
i suppose if we want to be little, we gotsta eat little ;)
much love Zette<3
madzaq
Sounds like a rather shitty day.. Stay strong, hunny, and that'll definitely make it better. I know you can!
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