2:54pm

binged last night. dinner with the family. salad=fine. green beans=fine. steak=big no no. fuck fuck fuck. got home too late to get any exercise so i crashed. then my mother stuck around longer than i thought she would this morning. so i just got home from running. only ran about a mile&a half. lame, i know. i could have gone longer even though it's 100 degrees outside. but surprise was worn out after a mile. so i carried her the half mile back.now she's on my bed in front of the fan. but under a sheet, cause she's eternally snuggling. love that dog. anyways, my mother will be home around 6 but i'm hoping we'll go to the grocery store immediately so we can get things to make salsa. chips&salsa isn't awful. so dinner should be fine. lunch was skipped&there will be no snacking. breakfast was a banana&a rice cake. anyways, 100 degrees is a little warm for running. i get dizzy when i run in the heat. it's the same feeling i get sometimes when i stand up to fast&everything goes dark&fuzzy&my head hurts for a second or two. maybe weakness, maybe strength, depending on how you look at it. i'm prolly going to start abc soon. i forget who i was going to start it with. zette memory is terrible.

thinspo:

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just a little innocent comparison......but look who's snacking? unfortunately, not all of us can have perfect bodies&eat goldfish, too. stay strong, ladies.

xoxo

zette