9:21am

well i stayed under 500 yesterday. &why didn't i do this sooner? my food journal looks to pretty with "abc" written in it. i just woke up so there's not much to say. day 2 will be easy, i'm home alone as usual. rice cake&half a banana for breakfast. oh, i got up at 5:30am to run again. but my legs are shot so it turned into sort of a slow jog instead....then i walked home. so i'm only doing crunches today&i'm running again thursday night. i hate when i wear myself out. i don't mean to, i just get frustrated about how much i've eaten&when it's too late to purge i need to burn calories. this obsession is going to kill me someday. but hopefully i'll die skinny. shabam.

thinspo:

or:

i made it huge so you could see the fat white legs behind her. not a difficult choice. you can be the beautiful girl or the fatass next to her. ana is simple but i know it can be hard. all the shit that comes with losing more weight than some people choose to will be worth it. it's okay to be dizzy if you look good, right? hang in there, lovelies.

xoxo

zette

for the haters who are apparently still reading my blog, fuck off. i can only waste your time if you let me.