June 26, 2010

2:59pm

i guess ana hope is better than regular hope cause i'm feeling much better. a little tired but doing all my normal exercises. only two more hater emails left to reply to. funny how they have so much courage to stand up to me...anonymously. really? whatevz. i'm at around 200 calories for the day. 300 but i purged&i'd rather underestimate how much i got out. toothbrushes are so handy....wow, my brain is all over the place. my sister is driving down here on july 18. i have to lose weight by then. i will not be the fat sister.

thinspo:
or:
back fat alert. also, i'm addicted to all the "fitting in fail" pictures on epicfail.com...i can't even help myself. they make me smile. i'm a little bit evil, yeah? oh well. being judgmental isn't a compliment i suppose but it keeps me focused. stay strong today, lovelies, wherever you are.

xoxo
zette
p.s. not gonna lie, 215 crunches kicked my ass today. ouchh.

4 comments:

  1. I think we all are a little bit evil ;)
    Btw, I hate purging with the toothbrush. Everyone says it's good and helpful but I simply don't like it! Bless my fingers, I learned how to use them! :D
    Gosh, I'm such a nerd! :b
    Stay strong love

    ~ Meg

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  2. I mentally make fun of fat people all day. Evil is good. Hater mail? I want to bitch someone out, especially "anonymous" hate mail. Grow the fuck up, people.

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  3. It's wonderfully wonderful to hear that you're feeling better. I hope that keeps up, right along with your strength.
    That first thinspo pic is GORGEOUS! I wanna be that girl... I will be that girl. I'll work hard and get that tiny soon.
    Stay strong!

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  4. u always have such great thinspo :) love it darling ur great!

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