did i mention that the retreat was a church thing? yeah. lame, but i thought my friends were going (they said they were) so i signed up. let's go over the unimportant things.
(1) the ranch where we stayed was freezing, &the fat bitch on the bunk above mine kept turning the heat off.
(2) the girl across from me was crazy small, but not underweight. she ate tons. why can't i be built like that?
(3) the boys played silent football last night&A lost so he had to go out&jump in the pond. cold much?
(4) some bitch unplugged my phone so i haven't been able to text the people i was supposed to. sorry.
(5) there was an intense amount of food. everywhere.
(6) saturday night i got left behind&had to call my mother for a ride back to the ranch. tsk tsk.
(7) i hopped on facebook to find that the author of a certain book about anorexia messaged back&said from what i told her, i have an eating disorder. does it take one to know one? i appreciate that she signed off
the important things.
(1) friday's intake was:
mints- 45
coffee- 0
sugar-15
milk- 20
total-80
(2)saturday's intake was:
6oz juice-90
mints-40
1 tortilla chip-10
total-140
(3)sunday so far:
water-0
diet coke-0
peppermint tea-0
cereal-100
i eat cereal with water instead of milk. or just dry. saves calories. is that weird? also i slacked on crunches because the other girls were joking about it, so i did 105 at night, 55 in the morning.
or:
skinny vs. average. personally i'm not naturally small, but i'm making myself that way. stay strong today, lovelies.
xoxo
zette
p.s. add 8oz orange juice-110 to sunday's, was going to run on empty but i feel dizzy&i'm dying to take surprise running.
I eat my cereals with water too sometimes to save calories. okay now that there's two of us it doesn't sound that crazy :p
ReplyDeletehave a nice week *
God, I hate how fat people start sweating just from breathing. yuk!
ReplyDeleteStay strong & beautiful <3