still no job, or hope of one. blah. also, i jokingly suggested for someone to be my valentine but he doesn't know me very well so he agreed. oops. maybe time to reign in the sarcasm. but i'm losing weight. down 3 pounds this week. it doesn't seem like much at all. but then i look at something like a bag of sugar&it sure seems like a lot. hmm. anyway, happy to be losing. it's going slow. i'm home alone a lot with lots of food¬ much motivation to exercise. i still do my daily workout, of course, but i've been sleepy since monday.
i want the ice to melt away, but we're supposed to get snow tonight&tomorrow. we rarely get wintry weather. this part of the country isn't prepared for it. the roads are bad&the drivers are worse. but no worries. i can cuddle with surprise, nothing on my mind but peppermint tea&a good book. at least, i wish.
but depression seems to drag out all my dreary thoughts. the only art i've done lately was to sketch a bony arm with a pool of blood around it. not a skinny arm, but literally bones. &i wrote a sad sort of lullaby piano piece. i like it. but it is sad. why am i so sad?
thinspo:
or:
a bit of sun for you. who knew they made bikinis that size? stay strong today, lovelies.
xoxo
zette
p.s. i know i'm a sissy for complaining about the weather, but you little northerners would never survive a summer here. they suck.
I hate those sad blah days...It'll get better, chin up hun. Beautiful thinspo, as always (also kind of reminded me that I need more tights in my wardrobe!) On the last pic: I've seen worse in bikinis. Am I the only one that thinks that bikinis and plus size are oxymorons?
ReplyDeleteOhhhhh wow, I thought whales were in the ocean, not at the pool...
ReplyDeleteDo it do it! Curl up with your book and tea, make it a challenge for yourself to overcome tomorrow. You can do it, I know that for a fact.
xo
Victoria
I'm sorry to hear that you're so unhappy, Zette. But way to go for losing three pounds this weeks. I wish I lost three pounds this week!
ReplyDeleteI'd forgotten that Valtentine's Day was coming up. Oh boy.
A dog, a book, and tea. Sounds perfect. I really hope you have a good day.
I think there are weather issues no matter where you live. I've lived in the north & the south & there are negative & positives to both. Oh well. Sorry you are feeling sad but congrats on the 3lb loss!
ReplyDeletehey, just wanted to say i freaking love you zette and i want to have dirty nasty animal sex with your mind!(body too if you stray that way lol) your posts are some of my favs and im going to miss you on my absence from blogger.
ReplyDeleteas always, stay strong
-meg
LOL I LOVE THE OR PART
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