goal for today: stay as empty as possible&finish this fucking essay. it's a comparison&contrast&i've got a page so far. my teacher said it should be 2-5 pages. fuckfuckfuck. after this it's prolly another essay&then final exam&i really want to bring my grade up to an A. but my brain is working in sslloooww motion so i'm fucked.
i still haven't gained. i think doing so many crunches&running is what's saved me so far. but i won't rely on that anymore. if i do, chances are i'll just get tones&i do not want to be muscular. i used to have crazy arm muscles from getting in fights (not a tough guy, i just have a bad temper) but now they're back to just...flab. ugh. even the word is gross. people keep telling me how thin i am. but it's only the ones who know what i'm doing to be thin who tell me i'm too skinny. perspective? i suppose. funny how knowledge can twist a person's point of view. you guys would prolly take one look at my thighs&yell at me to run right now. but my nosy friend sees my ribs&coaxes me to eat. like a puppy or something. except puppies are cute. i'm definitely not cute. but i'm thinking i'll change my profile picture on here? to one of the following.
me as a little kid, or
current. ew. i swear my waist is getting wider. yikes. that's scary.
so..little kid or current me? hm.....
after tons of nonsense, real thinspo for you:
or:
can you spot the fatty? hint:she's the one about to explode out of her uniform. yikes.
stay strong today, lovelies. even when alot of other things are shitty, you can at least be skinny, right?
xoxo
zette
I LOVE that current picture of you. You have such big expressive eyes and strong eyebrows. I just want to do your makeup, arch your eyebrows, and take a gazillion pictures. Which is a compliment because I only want to do makeup on pretty people.
ReplyDeleteAnd you're tiny.
You are so pretty. Current picture, tres belle, je pense. Wow, she really is bursting out of her uniform, ew.
ReplyDeleteZette, you are so pretty! As for being too skinny, don't listen to them. Its bs. Go by your bmi, because that is the real indicator or how thin you are. Sometimes I find that I can't even trust what I look like in the mirror, because it just lies and lies.
ReplyDeleteYou can do this! Go for your goals, not somebody elses. Good luck on your paper, hun!
I've missed your blog! You are really skinny too btw, but I know mirror nd photos can be tricky things to please. Amusing last picture as always xxx
ReplyDeleteI'm jealous of your smallness<3
ReplyDeleteI really like your current picture. Your eyes are stunning! You were a super cute kid, though.
your waist is so tiny! I love the picture. and you really were a cute kid :D haha. thanks for the pictures. and the thinspos, again!
ReplyDeleteI love how you show "average" anti thinspos. Because that's what realyl motivates me. I can't look at reverse thinspos and think: I wouldn't want to be as fat as her so I wont eat. I'd think: I'm not as fat as her. I can eat.
So your blog helps a looooooooot!!
xxx
you have fucking stunning eyes!
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