10:25pm

looong day. went to a party last night&got home around 4. didn't drink or anything but it was kinda fun anyways. dragged myself to church this morning as i promised some friends i would. then i dropped by my house to shave my legs&grab some shorts to help at my sister's house. they all did yard work&i ended up chillin with the kids. it was fun. i was in charge of swimming with a 5 year old, two 4year olds, a 2 1/2 year old, &a baby. i'm tired.

it was a good evening. i was the only one there who isn't a parent. cheers for old people. but they complimented me like crazy on random things. they said i'm not selfish for my age&that i'm good with kids&then my sister was reaching around me in the kitchen&she paused with her arms on either side of me&laughed at how "tiny" i am. that made me smile. i was scared she might comment on my ribs. i know she could feel them. but she didn't, so i went on slicing strawberries.

nobody commented on my eating. why? cause i stuffed my face. ate a huge salad with strawberries&tomatoes&then some animal crackers. gross gross gross. i'm disgusting. another salad for dinner. as soon as i choose some thinspo for us i'm doing all my crunches&then settling on the couch with a novel. a thriller. i love reading. i'm a dork. i'm such a dork, in fact, that i've gotten to the library on occasion&had to wait for it to opensdsdsdsdsdsdsdsdsdsdsdsdsdsdsdsdsd0-ppppp78******////////////////////////////// dammit. that would be my kitten, spinolio. she likes to walk on the keyboard. thanks. spinny. oh right, pitchas.

thinspo:

or:

i made it big so you could compare. notice how the giant in purple makes everyone else look so much better. 1 fatass, 4 average, 5 just below average (in weight). or maybe the chick in purple counts as 2 people..? hmm....comparisons are harsh. i love them. alright, off to do 200 crunches, 100 at a time. i'm sore just thinking about it. stay strong, darlings.

xoxo

zette