went grocery shopping with my mother. asked for just about everything. as you already know, it's important that my mom consider me normal. i frequent the kitchen for snacks when she's home. when she leaves for work i take the snacks i didn't feed to surprise&put them in the trash can outside. when i'm home alone i avoid the kitchen, only opening the refrigerator for more water&lemon juice. i will be small no matter what it takes. i'm disgusting. i don't want to weigh myself until the mirror tells me i'm doing well. with all the shit i've been going through i need to concentrate on something i can control. cheers for control. for having my head on straighter than it was. for having all of you lovely ladies to keep me going. for being able to ignore the voices inside&outside of my head that tell me to give up for whatever reason. i can do this. i know i can. there aren't a whole lot of things i can do but i know i can lose weight. i just have to lose enough.
thanks for sticking with me on my roller coaster. i know some days i can be a bit nasty. kudos for all your support.
thinspo:
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ummm fat people make average people look skinny. either never hang out with a thin person again or just quit eating. kapeesh? simple but not easy, i know. that's what i'm here for. to kick you in the butt when you want to quit.
xoxo
zette
Hang in there, you can do it. :)
ReplyDeleteyou are doing so great, you'll be super skinny in no time.
ReplyDeletethat picture made me gag.lol.
stay strong
meg
i do that too, infront of my mum and sister, my sister tends to worry too.
ReplyDeletewhat the fuck is up with that bikini in the bottom picture? haha x)
ReplyDeletebut your doing really well! you'll get there i know it :D
hey .. is there a posibility you could make the font a bit bigger? i find it hard to read which sucks cause i love rading your posts!
you're doing so well! so inspirational. =]
ReplyDeleteand babe we love you for it :)
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