just had dinner. water&lemon for you curious ones. the party yesterday was alright. i had to leave early so i never even had to get in the pool. which is good cause i was having a fat day for real. check it out, i'm the one in the giant pink shirt.
yikes. flabby legs. isn't flabby a gross word? i think it is. &i think it suits me. i want to see more bones. my collarbones stick out no matter what i weigh&my ribs&hips show too but my back has a nasty layer of fat&my legs are huge.also, my arms have gone soft. they got bigger&my muscle ran away. can't starve&have muscle, i suppose. just means i'll have to be extra disciplined. which i am. but my goddamn family keeps me from my goals. sometimes i wish i could be alone with my disease. anybody else? just me? alright, i'm crazy. i know.
thinspo:
or:
before&afters can be painful. instead of ballooning, let's go backwards&shrink. i want to be small. &i'm guessing you want to be small. &since it's possible, we should go for it. stay strong, lovelies.
xoxo
zette
forgot to mention, thanks kelly for the reverse thinspo. xoxo
ReplyDeleteflabby is a gross word but it looks like it doesn't even apply to you!
ReplyDeleteYeah, I sagree with Onetam. I don't see nothing flabby in the photo.Nice thispo again by the way :-)
ReplyDeleteI would LOVE to be alone with my ED. Until I reached my goal at least...But maybe I would be happy with it forever...:)
ReplyDelete~Elora
i want to be alone with this too.
ReplyDeletei crave it.
Ah... It'd be so beautiful to be alone with this disorder and have no one to stop or slow me from reaching my goals... Sounds like heaven.
ReplyDeleteI hate how there's certain spots on my body that look good while there's others that are (disgusting word alert) flabby. Stay strong, sweetie. I know you can make all of those problem spots beautiful too with the right amount of work.