wanted to get on here in time to say good morning, instead of afternoon. 10ish til. yikes. i went to bed 12:30&i fell asleep around 4:30am. got up around 10. god. i need to fix my sleep schedule. too bad i'm afraid of the dark.
still having nightmares about fires. rightly so, as the high for today is 104degrees. sheesh. i want to move waaay up north. like, montana. montana sounds lovely. or colorado. almost everything is north compared to where i live so i guess anything goes.
spent yesterday feeling dizzy. i only fell twice&i kind of caught myself. i ran for half an hour at the park&walked for another half hour before the sun went down. i haven't had breakfast. i think i'll just have a smoothie. by smoothie i mean strawberries&ice. thank god for food journals. otherwise i'd be snacking all day. it seems so innocent, to take a bite of this&a bite of that throughout the day. but if you add it all up you'll realize you've eaten quite a lot. so don't do it. don't eat it if you don't know how many calories are in it.
thinspo:
or:
why are you shopping there, blondie? nothing is going to fit you. oh, right, you'll put it on anyway&pretend you don't have a shit ton of fat rolling over your jeans. gross. if you're going to be a foodwhore at least cover the evidence. i'm mean today. stay strong, lovelies.
xoxo
zette
p.s. i'm giving myself kudos for making myself encourage people when i feel like shit. so, kudos to me.
holy muffin top batman!!
ReplyDeleteOh god...I know a girl who looks just like the blonde one.... Except she's shorter, uglier, and thinks everyone loves her... Ugh!
ReplyDelete"Her milkshake brings all the boys to the yard..."
ReplyDeletekeep on keepin on <3
ReplyDeleteI have the same problem with my sleeping patterns. I never seem to have it right.
ReplyDeleteI absolutely agree about the food journal. You never notice how many calories you eat if you don't write it down.
Hope you have a nice day :)
More like her milkshakes keeps all the boys from the yard. EW.
ReplyDeleteI'm gona restart my food journal poor thing has been neglected. Stay strong lovie <3 Kudos to you :)
HAHAHA awh your mean ;) i like it!!
ReplyDeleteand yes lovely kudos to you <3
I know exactly what you mean with the food journal. i would be 50lbs heavier if i didnt have one!! me and my stupid lack of willpower :/
have a good day love and your smothies sounds yum! ill make one :P
xoxo
Ohh..I'm "afraid" of the dark, also. I hate it. I've always hated the dark. Unless I'm sleeping, there needs to be light somewhere. I think it's 'cause I'm always seeing ghosts...blehhh :[
ReplyDeleteStay strong! <3
im scared of the dark as well. and i tend to sleep a lot during the day. i think summer just messed up my sleeping schedule. cause other wise i just sleep with a nightlight. :)
ReplyDeleteand i need to start keeping a food journal again. i stopped for some reason. i bet thats why my weight is all over the place.
I love your comment about not eating something unless you know how many calories are in it and, haha, I need a food journal. That way I can look back if(when) I start messing up and realize I CAN do it!
ReplyDeletekudos to you :) Im glad I never got as nasty as her... haha thank god we're tall right?.. that shortness+fat will never =average....
ReplyDeletelol montana is like an hr away from where i live because i live in canada 3 minutes away from the US border
ReplyDelete*like* :)
ReplyDelete<3
your comment brought me back.
ReplyDeletea lot has happened, and I've been hesitating on whether or not I should come back, and then I saw your comment and decided I should.
I'm writing my first post in months,
thanks. xo
Oh you're right about that eating just little bites of everything during the day. I've done that once and if I thought about it in the evening, it really seemed like tons of food!
ReplyDeleteI like your thinspo comparisions.
All the best wishes to you,
Merely
I LOVE it when your mean :P
ReplyDeleteFires are scary, so I understand. We had Black saturday last year- crazy fires in Melbourne. It was pretty horrific!
Get some rest girrrrrrrrrrrl!
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