so......it snowed here again. only a wet inch or so. last time i woke up to my little town under 5 inches. which is a lot, for this far south. we are not used to it. which means we suck at driving in it. well i don't, because i got lessons in colorado, but my mother does. we're going to the store anyway though. i'm babbling. lovely.
but i was wondering if you guys hate it as much as i do when people worry about you. i want to say, "i'm not underweight. when i'm underweight, come find me&shove your logic&psychoanalysis down my throat. until then, fuck off." but i don't. i'm getting better at not saying things like that. about keeping this whole piece of my life under wraps. except for you little misses, of course. i'll always spill my guts to you. have you seen the movie 'ramona&beezus'? "i'm going to say a bad word....guts!"
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okay, so the skinny needs to work out her arms, but besides that she looks fantastic. i love this photo. they're even in the same post. gross. stay strong today, lovelies.
xoxo
zette
p.s. have you ever gained weight in preparation for seeing someone in particular? i have. it's terrible. but she was worried. i want her to leave me alone. (she said i looked great, by the way.)
p.p.s. instead, she insisted we talk calories&she gave me the book 'hollow' by jena morrow. if you can ignore the religious bits, it's an okay book so far. as with most books, i don't want to read the recovery part. is that weird?
been reading your blog for ages. this is random, but i was wondering what do you want to be when you "grow up"? :)
ReplyDeleteNo, not weird lol.
ReplyDeleteI do hate it when people worry about me in that respect. It's like, I'm fine with the way I look, so leave me the fuck alone. Last time it was my little sister getting mad at me for being so skinny, my mom was worried, but she didn't try to force me into rehab or anything. The only ones who weren't worried were me and the doctor. If the doctor isn't worried, you're safe lol.
Stay Strong =]
xoxo
Not weird at all. I hate it when mom talks about how I need to be careful and eat a bit more. I just want to say to her; "you weren't careful and gained everything back. Now you're focusing on me to make yourself feel better!"
ReplyDeleteBleh. Sending you skinnies love
i s'pose it isn't weird, but sometimes when everything seems so so daunting, it is nice to read the recovery parts. sometimes.
ReplyDeleteI hate it when people worry about me too...I clearly don't have bones shooting out of my clothes (not yet anyway) so leave me alone. Isn't it strange that it's perfectly acceptable to tell a thin person to gain weight, but it's extremely rude to say the opposite to an overweight person? "By the way, everyone thinks you're getting too fat. Is everything ok? You should lose some weight" Lmao. Anyway, lovely thinspo and stay warm <3
ReplyDeletethe skinny's arms are super toned and muscly! if she worked them out more they'd be even bigger haha.
ReplyDeletei hate people worrying too. when people constantly say "are you OK? are you OK?" when i'm not it send me over the edge....don't you realise that if you keep asking it makes it worse?! x
The skinny is super toned. If she worked out her muscles would become more toned.I bet she uses the shake weight.
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