oh brother. not up to par today. last night was fun. mostly. hung out with my friend N&her friend chris. well N&i have been best buds since 2nd grade. chris i just met yesterday. he kept staring at me. we were watching old movies (the haunting, then young frankenstein) &he kept trying to hold my hand. then i accidentally touched my leg&he reciprocated. then kept trying to inch his hand up my leg. you ladies know me so you know i don't like to be touched. at all. it was terribly awkward. more for him than for me. the whole time he had his hands on me i swear all he must have felt was fat fat fat. ugh. if you ever meet me, please don't touch me. i don't appreciate it.
i'm dizzy today. i've already fallen once. i like this feeling but then again i don't. it's terribly inconvenient. i had emergen-c in a glass of water. but i still feel tired. i'd eat a little something but i have to lose weight. have to have to have to. yes, i say things 3 times sometimes. 3 is a good number. shabam.
thinspo:
or:
cause fat people don't even look good in hoodies. better, but not good. we need to be small for winter, too. in winter you have to be small enough to pile on layers¬ look like the michelin man. stay strong today, lovelies.
xoxo
zette
p.s. as much as i hate admitting to needing anything, i'ma need you guys like crazy between now&the end of october. always, but especially now. thanks for everything, darlings.
i repeat everything 3 times too. not everything, but a lot of things.
ReplyDeletei'll be here for you.
3 times makes it OF-FIC-IAL =]
ReplyDeletehahah i love this post it cracked me up tehe michilin man :P
ReplyDeletexoxo well darling you know that i will always be here for you so from here on out and through october? You'll have to beat me off with a stick (:
We are here for you anytime. You should keep pepper spray on you and 'accidentally' spray whoever touches you. =]
ReplyDelete<3 stay strong
Whoo hoo! It's not a fat blond :) haha
ReplyDeleteAnd hey, at least he wanted to touch you, he wouldn't of if he thought you were fat.
<3 ya
Lilah
The Michelin Man! Oh, that's a good one. Definitely what I need to think about when I'm hungry. Thank you, Zette!
ReplyDeleteStay strong boo =]
we will always be here! and its good that he was attracted to u! :) make him work for it though sweetie.
ReplyDeleteI've noticed that I say everything three times too. Especially since I've started working with children. :]
ReplyDeleteI know I've been gone awhile so if you don't remember me... Ah well. :] But I totally get where you're coming from. There was a guy I worked with at camp who was always touching me, grabbing me around my waist, and it seemed like he was feeling my fat up (not to mention he has a girlfriend, who is the fucking skinniest thing in the world, so I'm like "Why the fuck are you feeling my fat sicko.")
Sorry, rambling.
I needed to read this post today. Thank you.