nightmares are driving me fucking insane. not a whole lot of sleep last night. maybe 3 hours. played with my kitten, took surprise outside, listened to alot of random music. my ipod on shuffle surprises me sometimes. bob dylan, the smiths, smashing pumpkins, vitamin string quartet, flyleaf, nirvana, yes, metro station, keep the heat, etc. not a bad night, really, just not a great one either. i'm not a big fan of falling asleep&watching people die behind my eyelids until something inside my head or out of it wakes me up. zette is worn out. can we take a break? from what? i don't know. i might not be able to control my dreams but when i'm awake i can control everything i need to. sorry for the whining. i know i always say "complaining doesn't burn calories" but it does make me feel better. my head is fucked up. i don't know if it's fixable so i should prolly just make my peace with it. so my thinspo starts in snow&gets warmer.
thinspo:
or:
the girl in the jeans could have pulled off wearing shorts&the girl in the shorts should have worn jeans. i'm one to talk though. i often wear baggy clothes that are just plain too big for me. but i look better in them. i'll wear fitted things when they fit my bones¬ my fat. gross. stay strong, lovelies. alot of you are making perfect progress.
xoxo
zette
been getting nightmares too.
ReplyDeletethey are all dark and creepy.
so, i won't let myself sleep until i have too.
the less sleep the less amount of nightmares.
Aw, I hope the nightmares stop.
ReplyDeleteGreat thinspo though.
same here with the fucking nightmares. i swear i only sleep about 3 hours a night because of them. its funny because i never used to have nightmares this much before. it used to be like one nightmare per month. now im lucky if i get 5-6 nightmare free nights in a month. ive finally given up fighting sleep and started taking headache pm pills to knock me out a few times a week. i dont dream when its a drug induced coma lol.
ReplyDeleteloooove the thinspo. the middle ones are exactly how i want to look.
stay strong
meg
i've had nightmares, in hospital.My nightmares were basically about eating alot.it's sooooo annoying.
ReplyDeleteAnyways, I know you would look really good in skinny clothes, but wear whatever you are comfortable in.You really are a motivation.Stay strong xx
nightmares... yeap.I know.
ReplyDeletenice thinspo..
and maybe sweet dreams:)
xxx
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