sorry i haven't been commenting. i've been reading, i swear. just nothing to say. i'll get on that today. so...still not sleeping well. shocker. i've been having trouble sleeping for a couple years. not a big deal. just need to buy more sleeping pills. also, i thought my mother would be gone all day. she was going to drive 2 hours to my sister's house to help her move. but my sister found somebody else so i'm stuck with my mother until she leaves for work around 3. i really dislike living with my mother. this means i cannot do all my little workouts in the morning hours, when it's coolest. i could walk to the park but soon it will be in the 90's. too fucking hot here. just so you guys are super informed, i've got a player for my ipod that charges it as it plays. so i leave it on most of the time. so 'courage' by superchick has been playing for the past 3 days. i want a full length mirror in my room, i decided. i have an okay-sized mirror sitting on the floor&if i step back i can see my whole body. but i miss my old mirror. i could stand in front of it&tear myself apart mentally. i still do that, i tend to stand in front of the mirror after a shower for a long time before i walk to my room&put clothes on.
speaking of hating my mother's presence, she just walked in my room for a few minutes just to watch me. when she does this i click over to the facebook tab&scroll down the news feed too quickly for her to read anything. she leaves faster that way. &apparently it's extremely rude for me to ask "do you need anything?" when she does this. sorry, mother, didn't know you just wanted to stare at me. creeper.
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oh god. no caption needed, really, but kudos to the girl in black for being such a good fat friend. someday i'll have legs that look cute in black leggings. for now, baggy jeans are much better. stay strong, lovelies.
xoxo
zette
p.s. my hair turned out okay. all i did was add some layers to the top. if i put color in it would look like a sort of scene haircut, but i'll leave it red for now.
I know what you mean about your mother. Mine is a lot like that. But she doesn't bother to hide her frustration with me.
ReplyDeleteI hope you have a nice day :)
Hahaha, I do the exact same thing. My mom does that ALL the time. Like what the hell mother, stalker much?
ReplyDeleteI love Courage by Superchick. Such a powerful song.
my sister is constantly looking over my shoulder when i'm on my comp. irritating much?
ReplyDeleteOooh, I'm putting layers in my hair soon as well. And hopefully making it somewhat red. xD
ReplyDeleteAnd yeah, I guess I'm lucky that my parents don't come into my room much.
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i have layers in my hair and it's loooove. I wanna dye it blonde so I can feel more russian. Blonde hair light eyes... annnnd My "mother" does that all the timeeee. she hovers. it's awful. just did a whole post about that wonderful ladayy. She's crazayyy. I feel a song comin on. :D ur thinspo is BRILLIANT by the way (if i was geeky enough to know how to boldface that... I would). looove ya
ReplyDelete<3 the crackhead