September 26, 2010

10:48pm

z-"i know. i cut again tonight. stupid stupid stupid."
r-"why?"
z-"just got frustrated."
r-"why so frustrated?"
z-"lost six pounds but gained one as of today."
r-"wow. dude, get over it. not a big deal."
z-"yeah, i know right? really dumb." but it is a big deal. sometimes i'm scared to say anything about my food weirdness to anyone cause then they might wonder why i'm not skinny.

thinspo:
or:
yes the camera is far away but we can still tell you're 40lbs heavier than your friend. suggestion? lose the white t-shirt. stay strong, lovelies.

xoxo
zette
p.s. nightmaresnightmaresnightmares. please tell the children in my dreams to stop growling&chasing me.

8 comments:

  1. Please, please, please try and look at it this way. Down six, plus one.. that equals a LOSS of five :) So congrats girl, for losing five pounds. You've got this, just hold on. We're here.

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  2. a 5lb loss is amazing - focus on the achievement!! xx

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  3. i told them..

    did it work?

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  4. :) Well, even if you don't think it's good, I'm still happy you lost 5 pounds beccause you wanted to lose them.

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  5. You're still down 5 lbs! I know any gain can be frustrating though. But at least overall you were down.

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  6. Dear DreamChildren: back the f**k off.

    I have nightmares with demonic children as well, always chasing me. And they always have really sharp teeth. I'd love to know what that means...

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  7. Stay strong zette. <3

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  8. you lost 5 FIVE POUNDS!!!!!!! thats amazing it really is, and cutting sucks its stupid and hard to resist. please stay safe!

    lots of love S xoxo

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