screwed up today. working out like crazy, giving myself time to work this out in my head. then friday starts the nazi diet. the hate i have for myself will keep me going. the hate i have for this body will help me keep it as empty as possible in preparation for my friend's visit&for my colorado trip. carrying around a taco bell cup filled with lemon water lately. saves me excuses, cause it looks like i just ate. anyway..got a dress today. it's pretty. it's off-white&lacy. i can wear it this winter with leggings&boots&a jacket, to hide all the fat i will inevitably still have. yes, i'm being hard on myself. i have to be. i eased up on myself&i gained. never ever ever again.
thinspo:
or:
of course you can show some skin. when it's just skin. but when you've got big legs we need no proof of what your stomach looks like. easy there, brunette. cover it up. stay strong today, lovelies.
xoxo
zette
p.s. i just heard "xoxo zette" in my head in the way that girl days "xoxo, gossip girl". lame?
Yay, for pretty new dresses. :)
ReplyDeleteUsing the Taco Bell cup is a really good idea; I'm going to bring an old Pizza Hut cup to my mom's house tonight and see how it works.
Good luck on the nazi diet. Sometimes tough love (or hate, heh) is absolutely necessary.
Take care, xox.
in that photo.. do you think the brunette has big legs?
ReplyDeletesrsly i think she's perfect.. :/
i've arrived home with a macdonalds cup to make me look like i've already had dinner - works every time :) good luck xx
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the cup thing is a really good idea i'll have to try that some time
ReplyDeletegood luck on the fast and i bet you'll look absolutely awesome in that dress!
ReplyDeleteAw, the dress sounds totally cute! <3
ReplyDeleteha nice trick with the taco bell cup, I haven't thought about it!! I bet your dress is awesome and you'll look gorgeous by winter dear!!
ReplyDeleteThink i'll have to try the cup trick! Good luck with the nazi diet :) hope it gives you the results you want x
ReplyDeleteLMFAOOO! Yes yes, ThinspoGirl. :] I would watch a show about you <3
ReplyDeletewhat exactly would a nazi diet be? are we talking concentration camp food portions?
ReplyDelete...ah, shit - I think I just made your diet even more inappropriate...oh well
Gosh, I totally wish I could do the whole cup from -insert any fast food place-.
ReplyDeleteAnyway, super duper good luck! ^^