11:03am

hey look, i got up before noon. i get the feeling this will be long so scroll down to the thinspo if you want. i got to see my niece yesterday for a bit. they came over to take my mother to lunch for her birthday. my niece is super cute. i went out to the car to see here&told her to tell mimi happy birthday before she got there. she did. good kid. anyway, my kitten is inside until her face heals up. i forget what a handful she is. one or two of you got spinny's input on a comment this morning cause she keeps walking on the keyboard. got a music book out last night. thinking of teaching myself to read music again. yes, again. my mother taught me piano. but i sucked at it. a friend taught me guitar. i sucked at that, too. i can play both by ear though.i don't know why i brought that up. but while we're on the subject, i sing, too. well, when i'm happy. so not lately. but sometimes.

i don't know what to do with myself. i'm of no use to anyone. i don't fit in anywhere very nicely. i hang out with people my own age&act as immature as they are. it's fun. until it's not. then i hang out with adults&they act like i'm 10. so i hang out with my kitten&my dog. they like me just fine. (this makes me picture shirley temple saying "i'm going home to my mother. she loves me, even if my clothes are old&ugly")

the weather is nice today. sunny but cool. i'll post an update picture tomorrow, mmk? cause i've been getting emails wondering&since i won't tell anybody my weight, i can at least show you guys, right? look forward to lots of blubber.

thinspo:

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girl closest to the camera. in the red dress. i'd have worn different shoes, but when someone is that size they can wear whateverthefuck they like. oh brother. i feel huge. stay strong,  lovelies.

xoxo

zette