11:36am

"have you eaten breakfast?" "no, not yet." dammit, zette. you were supposed to say yes. you were supposed to make an excuse to not eat. fuck fuck fuck. i keep screwing up in the smallest but annoying ways. no cheers for failures. also, nightmares about hospitals suck. &i woke up with a bad feeling this morning. i miss my nephew. so much. not just having him around, but i miss him as a person. he was a sweetie. i miss those times....

besides that, i should answer some email questions i got from last night's post.

okay, the nazi diet is nothing that i know of. it's just what i call it when i cut the crap&quit being nice to myself. it works for me when i can keep it going. instead of filling up on water, i let myself feel it when i'm hungry. i miss that feeling. i like it. so i'm going back to it.

also, i had people telling me they didn't think the brunette was big enough to be reverse thinspo. that's fine. for you. but the thinspo i put up are pictures that inspire me. so maybe you're shooting to be cuvy&i'm shooting for bones. whatever floats your boat. &speaking of pictures..

thinspo:

or:

white pants are a scary thing. don't wear them if you have second thoughts. they won't hide any of the things that jeans should hide. careful wearing white, ladies. it clearly doesn't suit everyone. hell, just stay away from matching outfits if you don't look better in it than the other person. stay strong today, lovelies.

xoxo

zette

p.s. kelly's comment made me laugh.