December 13, 2010

10:14am

good morning. my mother has court with my father this morning so hopefully i won't see her much today because that always puts her in the shittiest of moods. since i woke up when she was leaving&i don't eat home alone, i might be fasting today. i like my rules. they plan my diet for me sometimes. umm my 4year old niece is coming over to hang out today. i'm planning on taking her to the park to burn calories..err...play. nothing else is new. except i'm leaving for colorado on the 24th instead of the 25th.

thinspo:
or:
didn't that blonde's mother ever teach her to hang out with people her own size?
stay strong today, lovelies.

xoxo
zette
p.s. going drinking this weekend for the first time in a long time. i miss it. i'm excited.

10 comments:

  1. Have fun with your niece. :)
    Also, I love that first picture.

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  2. have fun at the weekend!
    you deserve some

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  3. The park sounds like fun. I hope you burn the calories you want (:
    also
    The second picture is entirely beautiful.

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  4. have fun with your niece and this weekend!
    that first thinspo is perfect.

    <3

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  5. have fun at the weekend darl!
    i think i'm in love with the girl in the first pic.

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  6. Have fun at the park! I go to the park with my nephew all the time and I love it!
    Your thinspo is beautiful, as always.
    And I'm sorry I'm slow on the response, but if you'd like someone else to email you when you are away, I'd be happy to. Just let me know.
    B.x

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  7. Have fun during the weekend, I would like to get drunk too. I'll need to figure something out. I always love your thinspo (especially reverse thinspo and your comments to it haha).
    Stay lovely

    ~ Meg

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  8. http://www.webmd.com/health-care-directories/default.htm?area=therapist

    Anorexia has the highest death rate of any mental illness. Between 5% and 20% of people who develop the disease eventually die from it. The longer you have it, the more likely you will die from it. Even for those who survive, the disorder can damage almost every body system.

    The first victim of anorexia is often the bones. The disease usually develops in adolescence -- right at the time when young people are supposed to be putting down the critical bone mass that will sustain them through adulthood.

    "There's a narrow window of time to accrue bone mass to last a lifetime," says Diane Mickley, MD, co-president of the National Eating Disorders Association and the founder and director of the Wilkins Center for Eating Disorders in Greenwich, Conn. "You're supposed to be pouring in bone, and you're losing it instead." Such bone loss can set in as soon as six months after anorexic behavior begins, and is one of the most irreversible complications of the disease.

    But the most life-threatening damage is usually the havoc wreaked on the heart. As the body loses muscle mass, it loses heart muscle at a preferential rate -- so the heart gets smaller and weaker. "It gets worse at increasing your circulation in response to exercise, and your pulse and your blood pressure get lower," says Mickley. "The cardiac tolls are acute and significant, and set in quickly." Heart damage, which ultimately killed singer Karen Carpenter, is the most common reason for hospitalization in most people with anorexia.

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  9. ^ ummm....does she think we're not aware?

    anywho - I was bar hopping & one of the bartenders looked so much like you that I couldn't even order a drink because I had to walk away to keep from squealing 'Zette!'...I may have been a little drunk :)

    love you!

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