still frustrated. went to a friend's 25th birthday party last night (yes i have friends of all ages.) i got a cup of apple cider&carried it around with me. didn't eat. when my mother arrived i was sitting in the living room with some buddies&she asked me about the food in the kitchen. so i told her i'd already eaten. she left. my friends gave me a funny look. "oh, i ate at home." pretty little lies, keeping me out of trouble.
on the bright side, my throat is feeling better. i'm not sure how long i should go without purging to avoid blood but i'm giving myself two weeks. i'm going running as soon as i post this. then helping my mother get things ready for the recital. then sitting up at starbucks with a book&ipod for a while. fuck the rest of the world. i'm determined to have a good day.
also, six of you promised to email me while i'm gone. thanks, little misses. i'll need it.
thinspo:
or:
don't belt your dress if you don't have a waist worth defining. the skinny needs to work out her arms but besides that she's darling, i think. stay strong today, lovelies.
xoxo
zette
p.s. since the drive to colorado will be about 14 hours, i need tips on not getting carsick. please&thank you.
oh do you watch pretty little liars?
ReplyDeleteas for the car journey, don't read. drink lots of water. take stops. i'm sorry i don't have anything else. good luck though
I love going to parties and places where I dont have to eat, and can get away with not eating :] Im not so sure what to do about carsickness though :[ Ive never had it <3 But good luck!
ReplyDeleteI hope you had a great time at the party!!
ReplyDeleteand I also enjoy going alone to starbucks with a nice book and my music.. it relaxes me so!
-I don't know any tips, sorry, I always get car sick
you shouldn't bleed when you purge. Please be careful with that.
ReplyDeletebesides that, I hope you have fun.
as for carsick, I have super news for that. I get motionsickness too.
on both of your wrists is a pressure point for motionsickness. Take your three fingers to find it from the bottom of your hand. I'm sure if you looked up motionsickness pressure point you could find it on google images. sorry for the weak description.
i get carsick too - i listen to my music and stare out of the window. helps take your mind into a different world.
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there's a motion sickness medicine you can get pretty much anywhere called Dramamine. it's always sandwiched between the most bizarre stuff. at the Target by my house it's in the section with stool softeners and Preparation-H. i don't really know where else they would put it to be honest.
ReplyDeleteplus it's a good sleep aid with a delightful raspberry flavor.
Honey, you know it would be best if you stopped purging completely! I'm sorry I cannot imagine the difficulty of this, but I think it is really something bad you should get rid of!
ReplyDeleteOh, is something wrong? You haven't answered my mail, I was just wondering?
Stay strong my love, I'm always here to talk.
You have my heart,
Merely