9:26am

woke up an hour ago. i should be in the kitchen getting something to eat. but my stomach hurts. i can't help but catch my reflection in the mirror in my room&it just makes me feel gross. last night my mother&i went grocery shopping around 10pm. i don't think i got anything healthy. why? because i feel guilty eating high-calorie foods. so they'll last me much longer than healthy food, which i might allow myself to eat every day. i still have some frozen veggies though. sometimes i pour some frozen corn in a bowl&eat it as is. don't judge.

my mother just said, "it's in the 60's. i'm almost hot so how are you cold?" maybe because you weigh over twice what i do, mother. it's supposed to get up to 72 today&it's sunny. but it's windy, too, unfortunately. i meant to ask you little misses if your ears hurt when you're out in the cold? mine ache like none other until i warm them up.

yesterday in starbucks (i sat there for two hours sketching) i saw lots of people. there are six starbucks in my city but that is the busiest one. two girls came in about a half hour apart. they both had long reddish blonde hair, one wavy, one straight, skinnyjeans, &a black tshirt with angel wings on the back. cheers for being original. but they were both way skinny too. they both ordered tea&didn't add anything to it. when skinnies act like skinnies i sometimes wonder about their other habits, too. do you?

thinspo:

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well don't wear your pretty little dress next to someone else in a pretty little dress who doesn't have legs the size of canada. silly blonde. stay strong today, lovelies.

xoxo

zette

p.s. getting my hair cut like this on my colorado trip. so basically getting layers&having my bangs trimmed.