1:52pm

asepustf. bativeak. muzerhes. incyclog. zospy. aphrapy. prounco. chyboos. dultsmsa. banesso. what is this nonsense, you ask? freaking word verifications. yes, i scrolled down to ones i've had to use before. i really don't like those things. random dyslexia comes out&screws them up, i swear. so..i've been talking to my friends, the ones who have gone off to college. the first thing to disappear from their schedule? gym time. cause they're "just too fucking tired". great, way to fit the bill perfectly. forget freshman fifteen. they'll gain the freshman fifty. except taylor. goddamn she is tiny...all of you, find time to get some exercise today okay? if you can't, at least tap your foot when you're sitting down.

i babysat my niece yesterday. i had coffee before i went, which saved me. i brought a plum for her&one for me. we sat by the pool, got our feet wet, &talked. she put her head on my shoulder&told me "you smell like....aunt zette." "well is that a good thing?" "oh, yes. it is." she's 4. i love her. besides that we built towers for marbles to roll down. &we read fairytales. &i heated up leftovers from ghengis grill. &i didn't eat any. &we played hide&seek. &we ran around the house like crazy people. then at 8:30 i got her ready for bed. brushed her teeth really well&then tucked her in bed with a movie, since she's used to that. then a couple minutes later her parents came home&i got to leave. i get the feeling they didn't appreciate any of it. also, they're planning on going to colorado when i go. which means we might all drive together. not to be selfish, but i wanted to go alone. i can't be myself at all around b&c&liberty. i kind of wanted a break from them. i wanted to get away. to make me sound even more like a heartless bitch, do you want to know what their trip depends on? whether or not c's mother is doing okay cause she has cancer. i have no heart.

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well..the girl on the left is fine. the girl on the right is....average? in every possible way. i hope they had a reason to be dressed that way. also, high top converse (or off-brand, for that matter) only look good on small legs. i know. cause i have a pair of rue21 purple high tops&i love them but i only wear them with jeans cause otherwise my calves look huge. huger than normal. is huger a word? it is now. stay strong today, lovelies. but don't be a total bitch like i am. it gets lonely.

xoxo

zette