i keep getting on here&opening a post&then signing out. i don't have a single thing to say. i read recent blogs&left zero comments. boo for mysterious silence. ohh but i did get all your comments, &they made me smile like they always do. you guys are fantastic.
i went to my friend's lakehouse for the weekend. it was fun. the first night we spent at her old house, just to avoid her parents. we did our nails&watched an old movie. then we drove down to the lake. now she didn't tell me we were going to the lakehouse&staying an extra night so i didn't have a swimsuit. so good ol' walmart was a necessary stop. got a cheap, not so cute snakeskin patterned black&white bikini. didn't look adorable but a bikini is a bikini. she got a bikini top&shorts. cause she's fatter than i am. it's true. just barely, but she's got a belly. which she complains about. then eats half a package of oreos by herself. why do people do that to themselves? i don't have much room to speak. i'm sitting here with a cup of cereal. honey kix. a serving size is 1 1/4 cup. i measured out 1/4 cup. who needs 1 1/4 cups of cereal? sheesh. rambling again....sorry.
thinspo:
or:
small differences to you are huge differences to me. my world is disproportionate. the layer of skin stretched over my ribs looks inches thick to me. my friend with bad stomach fat makes me see myself as bigger, instead of smaller. &the girl on the right in this picture looks like she traded legs with someone from the biggest loser. someone who didn't win. nightmares were bad last night. kaleidoscope murders&loved ones out of reach. taking a nap today after some exercise. stay strong, lovelies. it'll be worth it.
xoxo
zette
nightmares were bad last night. kaleidoscope murders&loved ones out of reach. taking a nap today after some exercise.
I love your ramblings their interesting :) xx
ReplyDeleteLOL@ "not so cute" bathing suit.
ReplyDeleteSounds like you had fun though! :]
I do the same. Not really writers block, but life seems blah. Emotions blah. For me anyways. I just log off and feel like a jerk for not reading blogs. Kudos to you for doing so.
ReplyDeleteDoing nails and watching an old movie sound so comforting and mellow. A nice escape.
Sad how those that are already overweight seem to "give up" of sorts. As if they say, "screw it, I'm fat so why not eat this anyways".
Good job on only eating a moderate amount tiny one!
xoxo zen
God I love your blog :]
ReplyDeleteEspecially the picture you always post at the end.
It pushes me to try so much harder.
Have a wonderful nap
Love,
Lilah
omg you made me realize how much i miss kix! all i have right now in the "cereal section" *aka the top of my fridge* of my kitchen is the fatty stuff like cocoa rice and fruit loops. i definently need to go cereal hunting later at the supermarket.
ReplyDeletestay strong
meg
god i know what you mean about fat girls bitching and then pigging out! at least we're doing something about it. we win. :)
ReplyDeletestay strong, think thin, live ana
xoxoNikkioxox
Lol, your mate and Dolly both!
ReplyDelete"NurnurnurI'm so out of shape nurnurnur Hey look! Wine and ice cream! Homfhomfhomf!" *eyeroll*
*Hugs* you have my sympathy for unexpected crap swimsuit buying D: The results can be. . . unfortunate. . .
xo!