10:09pm

i'm losing weight. not cause i've been good, but cause i can purge like none other. bad bad bad zette. i need to be nicer to my throat. anyway, i'm watching tv. i found a show called 'thintervention with jackie warner'. she seems a bit like an off-brand jillian michaels. (in case you're new, i love jillian michaels. alot. prolly too much.) it's a good show. found a new workout from it. though it looks like a sex position, it works out the back of my thighs. anyway, jackie warner is a bitch. i love it. gotta love bitches. well, some of them. i'm an exception to most people. but that's okay. also i watched the first episode of the biggest loser. one word? gross. but i have to laugh. when someone is that big, their arms&legs look so short. also, my buddy lauren hugged me earlier& told me i got smaller. of course i said "not that i know of, but thanks." but inside i smiled. cheers.

thinspo:

or:

skinniest? check the very left. i'll have those legs. i mean i'm not gonna steal that girl's body parts. but my legs will be that small. stay strong, lovelies.

xoxo

zette

p.s. it's good to back. i missed you guys. catching up on blogs tomorrow, this headache is bloody awful.