September 20, 2010

11:56pm

so..what i did today....well, i cut the bottom of my foot open as a reminder. then i got my butt out of bed. then i brushed me teeth. then i boiled an egg. then i ate the white&gave the yolk to surprise. then i shaved my legs. then i put on a black dress with leggings&dark purple suede shoes. then i went to the funeral for C's mother. then i tickled my niece. then i went with the family back to the house to watch the kids. since there were 12 kids running around, i didn't get a chance to eat. score. then i went to the store. i got cereal. it's kinda high-cal. oops. tiny servings. then i came home&ate 1/4 cup of said cereal. then i returned some books to the library. then i watched some tv&wondered why my thighs don't look like that girl's..or that girl's..or even that other girl's. so i did lunges&crunches. now i hurt all over&i'm typing this for you guys since i disappeared. i missed you. but things have gone to shit. i'm busy cleaning it all up. pretty please bear with me a bit longer. i'm still looking for my brain.

thinspo:
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 okay, i had to make it huge so you could see properly. the girl on the left looks great. the girl on the right looks....well, like any other girl. let's be great. stay strong, lovelies.

xoxo
zette

12 comments:

  1. We're all here for you, honey.
    I really hope things get better for you soon.
    <3

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  2. good luck finding yourself :) xxxxxxxxx

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  3. Glad you're back.
    We are definitely all here for you!
    <3

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  4. Sorry you had to go to a funeral=/

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  5. Oh, Zette! Take all the time you need. Life just turns to shit sometimes, but I know you're strong and you'll pull through. <3

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  6. so sorry it's shit, at least you tickled your niece for a little sunshine

    hope you find your brain soon, love to you!

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  7. Good luck finding yoorself babe:) We're always here for you!

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  8. Good luck cleaning it all up!
    -Scarlett

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  9. good luck. we all miss you

    i hope you can fix everything

    lots of love S xoxo

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  10. Gosh, I miss you girl.
    Thanks for this post, though! ^^

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  11. We'll all bear with you as long as you need, believe that.

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  12. beautiful thisnpo. hope everything works itself out soon.

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