September 5, 2010

3:30pm

well i was up until 5ish. got up around 9ish. no reason. just couldn't sleep. anyway, my brother-in-law's mom went to the hospital last night (the one with cancer) cause she was having trouble breathing. so it's not looking good. doctors are saying she prolly won't pull through. seriously? how much death before my family gets a fucking break??

thinspo:
 or:
i'd invite a fatty over to take pictures with. except my mind is just a little fucked up. so chances are i wouldn't see a difference. one of my friends is 25lbs heavier than i am. but i still feel huge around her. i'm disgusting. stay strong today, lovelies.

xoxo
zette
p.s. leaving my limit at 600.

12 comments:

  1. I'm glad you stayed at 600.. hope it all goes well at the hospital, I'm a new follower so I don't know what you are refering to as death, I'm sorry for it anyway..
    (just now I was thinking "where is zette? let me check if she's posted sth". that's weird)

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  2. Sorry to hear about your brothers mother-in-law. Hope everything turns out ok for you and your family. Stay strong x

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  3. im so sorry about your brothers mother in law, and i hope that you are alright...
    thinking of you love

    xoxo

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  4. that sucks.im so sorry to hear that.
    we follow the "rule of three" in my family when someone dies, pretty much meaning that if someone dies it will be followed by 2 more deaths within the year. it hasnt failed yet.
    hang in there hun.
    *im sending you imaginary,calorie free hugs*(sweetend with splenda :P )
    meg

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  5. best wishes for your family. hope you all stay strong x

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  6. So sorry about your family. My condolences to the ones lost and strong prayers for you brother in law's mother.

    <3

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  7. I'm really sorry about your brother-in-law's mother. I have a friend with cancer and I know how it feels.
    Hugs <3

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  8. OMG, what's with people wearing matching outfits? It's not a good look. I would never...Unless I ws the this friend ;)

    Stay strong <3 Rooting for you to stick to your 600 today!

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  9. Ughh I'm really sorry that your brothers mother in law isn't doing well. Gotta keep positive though! In other news, you rock!
    That is all.

    -Scarlett

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  10. i'm so sorry dearie.
    thinking of you and your family.

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  11. great to hear u are leaving your limit there!!!

    Life sucks sometimes doesn't it. Hoping that you get some happiness soon! xx

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  12. Sorry to hear about the bad news : ) hope things turn around for you
    xxxx

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