1:11pm

mmm, it's monday. i start my two classes this wednesday. really hoping my teachers like me. hopefully i'll have tons of homework, thus more sleeping, thus less time awake, suspiciously avoiding food. i don't fast often. so long as i keep days under 500 cals, fasting just seems like an unnecessary stomachache.

anyhow, organic cereal&half a banana with 1/3 cup whole milk for breakfast. V&i did all our exercises, &i'll do them again...&again&again after my mom leaves. chocolate chip cookies are hiding in the kitchen. i will not touch them. though if i do, 100 pushups will help me not to next time. V said i have small arms. happy happy happy me. i disagree of course, but lies are sweet sometimes.

my birthday is next month. not sure what i want to do. if my dramatic friend hadn't stopped me, i'd be done with abc by then. stupid stupid stupid. i'm not actually mad at her. just in a bad mood cause i'm cramping like crazy. good excuses to skip meals though. i think i'll take the dogs to the park lately. maybe let them off leash by accident....surprise loves that.

anyways, thanks for the emails. they're super sweet.

thinspo to kick off your week? yes:

or:

yikes. let's shrink, shall we? stay strong, lovelies.

xoxo

zette