7:45am

i wish my school weren't 45 minutes away. i hate getting up early for anything but running. i dressed my age today, ripped jeans, purple shoes, &a hoodie. usually i either dress like a punk, or like i'm 30.

why do i have to love running so much? i still have runner's legs, though they used to be even bigger&more firm. boo. hopefully in the summer i'll be much smaller, &tan fat looks better than pale fat. i'm pretty pale.

anyways, no breakfast. but V is off work today, so i'm sure she'll want me to join her in either lunch or dinner..or both. if i only lived alone. ughh.

well i should go make sure my madre is getting ready. she's always up for making me late for things&my teacher will shoot me if i'm late. i feel like such a baby in my college classes. fingers crossed i'm mature enough to pass as older than i am. george is copying off me again. he claims he did last semester, but then why did i get an A&he got a C? silly cheater.

golly, i'm rambling again. stay strong today, lovelies. you can do it.

p.s. ana buddy anyone? my old ana buddy moved to ohio or something&won't text me anymore. oh well.