so the weather bites. it's supposed to be a little above freezing tomorrow though. hopefully warm enough to thaw out the hot water heater, having no hot water sucks.
didn't eat much today. &what i did eat i brought right back up. water makes purging so much easier, especially if i take a drink between bites. i've decided this way is easier than restricting as much as i can&letting my stomach shrink. this way is easier to hide, &hiding it is important right now. see, if i didn't care about hiding it i'd lose weight faster, but people would find out&then think i want attention&i hate that. i hate it because once someone thinks you're doing something for attention, it's next to impossible to change their mind, even if they're wrong.
anyhow, still haven't weighed myself&i prolly won't post it on here cause my dramatic friend is still lurking&she'll get mad if i manage to get underweight.
hope you're all doing well&staying warm, wherever you are. stay strong, lovelies.
thinspo for your dreams:
or:
never ever. sleep empty, sleep sweet.
xoxo
zette
keep on keeping on lovely :)
ReplyDeletehope the cold weather kicks your metabolism for you :)