all i'ma say about thanksgiving is weight gain-1lb.
didn't sleep well last night. gave up, took a sleeping pill, &worked out in my room until it kicked in. woke up dead tired. actually i don't know what dead feels like. but i know what useless feels like, &that's what my limbs are today. took surprise for a walk last night in the 39degree weather. wouldn't have been bad but it was too damn windy. ugh. anyway, bummed about the extra pound i'm carrying somewhere but i'm hoping it'll come off quickly. about to take surprise for a walk again, then just doing school until i'm home alone, around 3. then i can work the pound off. i'm pissed at myself for gaining. fuckkkkme.
thinspo:
or:
cheers for stripes. boo for crooked stripes. not sure if you can wear striped clothes? here's a hint: if it looks like your fat is trying to escape between the lines, you can't. stay strong today, lovelies. i know i have to.
xoxo
zette
p.s. anyone else find thinspo fucking everywhere? the skinny cousin, the skinny friend, the skinny friend of the character on your favorite tv show, etc.
Thinspo is EVERYWHERE. Everywhere I look there's someone skinny and it pretty much depresses me.
ReplyDeleteAnd then of course, reverse thinspo in holy America is everywhere as well....
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~ Meg
I have to agree with Meg. It's EVERY-fucking-WHERE! At work these women and girls come in and they're toothpicks! Mind you the women don't work and can afford trainers and spend all day working out. Mind you at the same time I see reverse thinspo everywhere that makes me lose my appetite (whitch isn't a bad thing)
ReplyDeleteloved the second picture!
ReplyDeleteand of course thinspo is everywhere. I only use regular thinspo since I don't like reverse, but yeah skinny girls are all over the place lately*
don't give up..
ReplyDeleteOne day you will be so so skinny.
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Best of luck to losing more pounds! - I've gained about a dozen pounds I bet from the holidays treats and dinner :(
ReplyDelete1lb is not bad at all! it'll come off in no time.
ReplyDeletei definitely find thinspo everywhere - i'm always checking out other girls' bodies lol. the worst thing is when i look at a girl and think "she's fat" but she's still thinner than me.
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If you haven't made a BM yet, that's where the extra pound is. Don't stress hun! Much love <3
ReplyDeleteit really is everywhere.... at the restaurant I was at yesterday...
ReplyDeleteguess it helped tho...
thinspo IS everywhere. we went to a theme park while on thanksgiving vacation and there were hot skinny chicks EVERYWHERE!
ReplyDeletethinspo is everywhere because thin people like to frikken brag and have fat friends. also, one pound isnt that bad. i know people who are braggin for gaining like 5... and im like shit i would flip out. but i guess this is what this does.
ReplyDeleteStay strong lovely
ReplyDeleteHa ha ha! Loved that stripe comment. It's so fucking true!!!! Love ya
ReplyDelete<3 the crackhead named Kat