started the day doing my favorite exercises 3 times. plus kickbacks, my butt is a lil jiggly since i don't run as much anymore. i need to get new running shoes, my sister stole mine&wears them to work. i'd steal them back, but starbucks is grosssss. old milk on them..don't want them back.
anyhow, 2 eggs for breakfast, avacado sandwich for lunch, (1/2 avacado, 1 slice whole wheat bread, 1/2 tomato), &i'm not sure about dinner. i might just skip it. so..water
made a deal with a certain friend that i'd drop this eating obsession in 9 months. now that i've got her off my back, i just have to keep my mouth shut. it's hard to not talk about food&weight when it's in the front of my mind all the time. anybody else have trouble with that? i have to keep myself from checking calories when i'm with other people.
oh well. venting over. i can do this. i'm already doing it. i'll be thin. i'll be small. i'll be beautiful.
thinspo for your monday:
or you can stick with:
think thin&stay strong, lovelies.
xoxo
zette
yeah ive noticed all i want to talk about is calories. i never realized that other people dont find this stuff as interesting as i do lol. nobody really thinks its weird though that i talk about this stuff , im not skinny enough yet for them to think its strange. if i could find someone in real life that loved to compare calories as much as i do that would just make my day.too bad everyone in this town is fat.
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meg
Yes I am always talking about calories, how fatty things are or how healthy something is, asking people what they ate for lunch, just always thinking about food! since then I have tried hard to also keep my mouth shut, as you said, because it must seem really weird or suspicious to others.
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