1:26pm

just got home from the orthodontist. he put two screws in my gums. he calls them mini implants. that made me smile. until he put them in. the topical anesthetic wore off after 5 minutes or so. fucking hurts. i have soup. i think that's all i want. &not hot soup. or anything cold. room temperature things in my mouth only. going to hang out with my friend this weekend. prolly just today&tomorrow. i've got a great, visible excuse to turn down most food. ferrealz ladies, my mouth hurts like crap. i took two ibuprofen but still. i'd rather unscrew them from the bone&be done with them but i know i should keep them clean&let them heal. they're tearing my lips up. this is zette being whiny. she's in a shitty mood&niceness should not be expected.

thinspo:

or:

this one is just fat vs. average. no, make that hippo vs. human. bonus, look at the ladies behind them to the right. walrus, seems their animal equivalent.anyway, the girl in pink doesn't look all that great, either. scroll back up&examine the three skinnies. that's closer to my goal. stay strong today, lovelies.

xoxo

zette

p.s. favorite over-the-counter sleeping medication? i'm in the market for something to fight my active brain.