March 22, 2010

2:17pm

you guys make me laugh. the last bit of the last post was for those of you who are running to mia when ana is too hard. mia is easy. you eat, you purge, you eat, you purge. but it damages you&it won't really help you lose weight. starving will. i think fasting is the term most of us use but starving sounds...stronger? or maybe just explicit. whatever. oh&also, i'm finding i like cold foods much better than hot. hot food seems gross&invasive. it's like even if i only take a single bite, the rest seeps into my pores&sits there. cold food is empty of the warm, full feeling food usually gives me. so cold food is better. i eat less of it.

i just got home from getting a gallon of water at walmart. i'm glad my mom believes in drinking enough water. otherwise she'd question me keeping a gallon of water in my room. she threw out my last gallon (refilled 485793827509873 times) when she was cleaning my room. i'm not sure why she does that. i ask her not to, since she doesn't know what's trash. i thought i was getting through to her after she threw away some sketches&old birthday cards. whatever. parents are parents&always will be.

school is going better. got 2 papers&a test back. A-, A-, &an A. i think i can live with that for now. hoping to knock off the minus on the essay i just turned in. found out my teacher likes that i talk to him after class casually. what can i say? i like for people to know ho i am. i don't like being invisible, &that's hard to avoid at a big school. cheers for my classmates&teachers knowing my name.

after lots of rambling, thinspo:
or:
why so blue, skinny miss? found this pic in an article about being happy with your body. oh boy. i don't think anything pinstriped besides shoes should come in sizes above 5. shabam. daily dose of whateverthefuck happens to be on my mind. stay strong, lovelies. summer is almost here. we'll be compared to other girls. let's be the prettiest.

xoxo
zette

7 comments:

  1. You psychic miss, you read my mind, on the issue of hot food, of purging, of water. Water is so good. Like, wow, how can people be overweight when there is cheap clean water on tap to fill up your tummies and suppress the appetite?

    I think as a section of society we may be the few who really value water. But it's so good!

    Ok, impassionated speech over, love the thinspo. And never change your time-titles btw, it always makes me smile and I don't know why

    Much loves :)

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  2. You know, I'm actually aquainted with people who DON'T like water...madness, eh?! Water is amazing :)

    Oh and I see what you mean about hot food, it's more comforting I guess so people eat more of it maybe...but not us :P

    Take care lovelie, xoxo

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  3. Hey, good post. I'm a new follower. I totally agree about eating cold food, that makes a ton of sense. Salad is the best cold food! Totally filling, but not in that bad, hot pasta way. Idk. Just sending support your way!
    I love your comments under the thinspo, hilarious and so true!! Take care,xo.

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  4. Thank you for following me! I know half a sub isn't the end of the world, but somehow guilt seeps in all the same.
    Beautiful pictures, and congrats on your papers/test, you smart cookie! <3
    Stay strong!
    xoxox alisson

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  5. Thanks for following me :) Good to find more people.
    Good job on the tests and I totally agree with the hot food vs cold food. Also, with summer coming around, I find that when I do eat hot food, I tend to eat a lot less than I would eating cold food. The hot weather + hot food = 0.o Sick.
    I like your taste in thinspo and the last photo caption made me laugh so hard. Would you like to join forces? (nerdy I know, but you get what I mean lol)

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  6. I love that statement at the end! "lets be the prettiest' Fuck yes!
    Thanks for the big dose of motivation, I needed it.
    Love, xx

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  7. Hah, i love that;
    "i don't think anything pinstriped besides shoes should come in sizes above 5. shabam"
    Made me laugh :)
    thankyou for your posts xx

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