7:21am

leaving this afternoon at 4:30 to meet up, climb aboard buses, &drive to the beach. i live about 5 hours away from the nearest beach so i don't go often. my passionate distaste for sand&fish shit keeps me away, too. plus the whole swimsuit thing (you know, the fact that i look terrible in one). so it'll be an interesting weekend. planning on taking a few of my own low calorie snacks so i can avoid the food there as i'm sure they'll be watching me eat.

more immediately, i have to go to school soon. just wanted to say good morning to you first. so good morning. i'm going to write a comparison&contrast essay (unless he assigns it for homework over the weekend...doubtful)&do an economics quiz. then come home&finish laundry&pack. i'm ridiculously stressed. i fasted yesterday with my ana buddy but dinner kinda knocked me off course, i had a salad...well, a plate full of spinach&a single banana pepper. no dressing of course. &then i had some chicken baked with salt&pepper. i purged but not much came up cause i had to wait for my mom to be on the other side of the house. so boo. i tried. i really really did.

thinspo: legs, to kick off your day:

or:

yikes. even if you ignore the chick in the middle&compare the fatass&tyra (for age reasons)...there's no excuse to be that huge. seriously. i think i just threw up in my mouth a bit. i'm off to brush my teeth. ughh. stay strong today. whatever you're craving, you don't need it. it will only cover your bones with another layer of fat. not as positive as usual but i've got a little bit of an attitude today so fuck it. hugs to you guys, i'll post on sunday.

xoxo

zette