well yesterday sucked. huge binge. &i gained a pound. boo fucking hoo.oh well. all i've had today is juice&crackers&that's all i'll have. went running at the park for a while.
last night sucked. what happened? well i weighed myself&was thoroughly disappointed to find a bigger number than last time. fuck fuck fuck.so i burned my ribs (i know i should stop cutting&burning but i don't want to so shut it). anyways, fell asleep upset so i had crazy nightmares. &so goes an evening in the life of zette. (pronounced "set" for those who asked)
i'm kind of jealous of short people&the way they ease into double digits. i'll prolly always be above 100. gross, but just being realistic. i guess i should just accept that i'm stuck at 5'7". oh boy. i am looney.
practiced piano alot today. the art of noise. oh, &as usual.
thinspo for you:
or:
yikes. just short of cankles. &the straps in the back cutting into her back just don't look cute.
let's not let ourselves be fat. excuse me, 'curvy'. that's the right term, right?
whatever it's called, it's not pretty. so stay strong, lovelies.
xoxo
zette
p.s. i'm trying to catch up on your blogs, i'm just super stressed&busy. excuses, excuses, i know, &i'm sorry.
Sometimes when I weigh myself at nite I'm a few pounds heavier then if I weigh myself in the mornings. It has something to do with natural body chemical processes or something.
ReplyDeleteSo your actually probably lot lighter then you think :D yay! Stay strong lovely your awesome.
ugh i hate that last picture, look how they try and make it look like her legs don't touch. They do, u cant hide them monstrous thighs!!