March 18, 2010

9:05am

time for a random post. shabam. this is hard. well no shit it's hard. it's not like we're giving up biting our nails or singing in the shower. it's food. our bodies are going to need it sooner or later. sometimes for a moment i think this is stupid&that i should just give up. but then i start clicking through thinspo&i find that little voice that tells me to suck it up&starve on.

finished my economics homework it's due next week. oops. oh well. now i have to write this essay. yeah, still haven't finished it. but this story makes zero sense to me. &the questions make less sense. like -3 sense. so wish me luck. i need to bring my grades up in english&economics. if anything just so my mom will quit making me feel like shit about it.

if you don't have an ana buddy, i'd find one. an ana buddy should be someone you can text at any time. someone who will give you instructions on how to purge. someone who will tell you to go for a run instead of making lunch. my ana buddy is badass. just saying, you should get one if you haven't already.

i suppose since i'm online i'll post more thinspo. never too much thinspo. not sure about you, but i love bones&i can't wait until more of mine show.

aforementioned skinnies:
or:
if you feel fat, find someone fatter, &do nothing that they do. don't be the fat friend, darlings. it's no good. stay strong, lovelies. we're in this together.

xoxo
zette

4 comments:

  1. starving is probably the hardest thing... it's never going to be easy, but I know you can do it. Stay strong<3

    Love,Ana

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  2. good luck - chicken broth is great to help get you through the day, but get the organic, low sodium kind

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  3. I have an ana buddy...she's badass, too. :) They really help, don't they? And I like to think I'm a pretty good one for her, though I know sometimes that the hectic craziness of life (or the chronic depression I can't seem to shake at times) can interfere with my ability to be supportive and strong. That's when she steps in, to make my day awesome. :) I'm so glad you have someone like that, too.

    Thanks for the pep-talk...keep up with your school. Seems so mundane now, but it'll get better, and it'll be over soon enough. Stay strong, stay lovely.
    <3
    P.D.

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  4. ooooh do you know Hollyoaks? The british soap opera? There was Hannah and she met Melissa who taught her how to be a proper anorexic and I ABSOLUTELY FELL IN LOVE WITH THIS GIRL.

    Since then I wanted to have my very own Melissa. A teacher. A proper Ana-professor. that's what she was.


    shame the fuckers killed her off ...

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