i've decided that starving is safer. after all, people choke on food every day. food is dangerous. deadly. &people die from complications from obesity. man we are smarties for filling ourselves only with air.
also, i was chatting with my buddy on facebook who i used to practically live with. so she notices things like my frequent headaches&being tired&my lack of appetite. we chatted about other things for a while before she had to run. she ended with "go eat something."&signed off. cue tears. maybe not tears, but the choked up feeling.
another also, another friend who noticed a while back made me promise to stop in....8 months i think we agreed on. well it's much easier to agree to that than to deny it. so in 8 months, i will lose the trust&respect of a friend. no way i'm quitting on ana.
feeling motivated today. fuck you, huge platter of chinese new year candy. i'm not touching you.
thinspo for you&me:
or:
sucks to be the fatass. i hate going shopping with fat friends. i'm usually blunt as far as honesty goes. so there's no way i can tell A that anything looks good on her, except maybe a snuggie. gag. stay strong, lovelies. let's make the whole world jealous of our beautiful bones.
xoxo
zette
Agreed :)
ReplyDeleteI always look forward to your thinpo. It's immense.
ReplyDeleteHa ha... being fat can be less of an eye sore if the person doesn't wear clothes that clearly don't fit them. If I can see the indentation of your navel through your shirt, it's either too tight or you need to lay off the sugar.
ReplyDeleteOh god, that last picture makes me want to gag. Although I'm already doing so because I'm sick.
ReplyDeleteBleh.
And starving is safer! Who wouldn't rather be thin, beautiful and light than fat, sweaty and gross? It makes me shiver even thinking about it.
Stay strong and much love, Ariana.
xoxo